livin the tight lifestyle.
off my chest.
i think it’s funny that people are afraid to acknowledge me and my shit. thats fine. i know. people see a thin 26 year old white dude doing what he wants and the last thing anyone miserable wants to do is encourage someone thats having a good time. it’s followed me my whole life. i know all about it. people think i dont notice them mumbling shit talk on me. but i do. all the way back to 7th grade when some girl made a comment about me being rich because i lived in tarrytown. or when other skaters said “my name is drew pickles, i think i’m so much cooler than everyone else”. maybe i do. maybe thats all i have in the whole world though. no car. no girl. no education. just being “cool”. i just think it’s weird to get shit for being confident. i’m certainly not arrogant. rich? HA. hardly. my mom is a recovering drug addict. my dad passed away from doing drugs. my dad spent most of my childhood in prison. i lived in apartments my whole life. i was accused of smoking weed since the 3rd grade (coincidentally the same year i started skating…) because my parents smoked cigarettes and my friends dipshit parents simply confused the smell of smoke for the smell of weed. people to this day assume i smoke weed. i kind of hate weed actually. i dont mind other people smoking it. i personally only smoke it on occasion. but i guess i seem to have an ora that i’m just cruisin through life livin it up. really i’m kind of an asshole. anyone that knows me well already knows that about me. i dont think it’s a bad thing the way other people do. i think i’m just part realist and part even-steven. i’m just sick of the “too cool for school” treatment. i do as i please, but that doesn’t mean i dont pay the price for it. i’m 26 years old and i live at my moms and have no car.
i’m sick of thinking about this every day. i just want to get it out there and move on.
Filming for snack cookies 3. The no comply anniversary party is on Friday at club De Ville. And the next issue of pure filth should be ready in a week or so. Doin thangs…